Saturday, December 5, 2009

My Dream

The other night I had a wonderful dream and I must tell you about it! I've been writing it out for days!
<3 Scar
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It begins as I walk into a room full of people. I see the guy I like watching TV quietly while his family boisturoisly does the same. I walk over to a small cot covered in a hospital blanket. Somehow, I like these blankets; they are warm and soft. I kneel in front of it, facing away from the TV. All of a sudden, he wraps his arms around me from behind. I smile and say, "I missed you, too." I turn around and rise a little to hug his neck. We stay on the floor, talking, and then we appear in my house. His mom is trying to cook something unidetifiable and diguisting while his mannish sister goes through the fridge. His brother comes out of my room holding up one of my bras, and in a cool-mannered voice, I say, "Will you please leave my stuff alone?"
Through this all, my roommate has dissapeared with her dog. My mom comes out of her room to tell me how the roommate gave everyone a tour before she hurridly left. I am again transported with my crush, this time to a place that looks like the library. He comes over and holds me, looks me in the eye, and says, "I love you." I give him a friendly hug and a smile. He weakly returns the smile and walks away. He begins talking to someone else, but with a sad look in his eyes. My heart breaks as it dawns on me that he didn't mean it as a friend. I walk to him, and the person he's conversing with evaporates. He sits down on a stone bench that's located where there's normally a tree. With one leg up on the bench, he looks out at the courtyard. I sit down in that open space and lean against him and kiss his chin. He gives me a questioniing look and a make myself comfortable. He says, "That's not going to make it better." I kiss him again, on the lips and then we both sit in silence, looking out on our peaceful world. I have found my happy place.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!
My alarm goes off and I groan. I hit the off button and realize that I am back in reality. I am almost late for school and try all day to dream again. In English, I was almost back in my dream when RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING! In the PE locker room, I once again came close, but was interupted by SCREEEEEEEEEECH! So, that day, I chose to walk the track all PE period because I know that when I walk, I can space out. I set my legs on auto-pilot so they will carry me without thought and began to daze. I am able to reach my place and stay there for a satisfying amount of time. Every night, though, I try to catch the seductive whispers of the memory of the dream, but end up unsuccessful.

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